Can't think straight
Old familiar feelings scratching at my brain
Hurling straight towards what the fuck
Laughing all the while
Does this smile on my face hide the truth?
I really do not know what the hell that was. I thought I would try to write, but apparently I just don't have it in me right now. I really am beginning to think that I have lost my edge when it comes to writing. Maybe I'm just not that inspired anymore. Or, even worse, maybe I never really was & I'm just remembering my "talents" more fondly than I should. Who knows.
Beginning to wonder if I should delete this blog... or convert it to something else. I've often thought of using this space for political or religious writings... or... something... anything a little more thought provoking than the random shit I've been using it for. Then again, I wonder if I can still write anything the way I used to.
I really need to find that part of me again. I really miss writing. My brain just seems to be too clouded by life & crap I would rather no longer think or care about these days. C'est la vie, huh?

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